I want it back now

There's no way for defiance
That's the way life goes
For you & me
I knew you knew it
Because I suck at playing hide & seek

i've got back three/4 of my mst1 results.Engineering math 80/100,Programming 75/100,Principal of EEE 98/100.i'm pretty satisfied with Principal of EEE & Programming.It turned out good even though i slacked and mugged overnight at jing's house,but there isn't a better turn out in math arena.80/100 is below expectation.Digital E for tomorrow.

Sometimes i just feel that i've slacked far across the schedule and taking those junior colleges into comparison,they're TOOFAR.So far that the amount of revisions i've done seems inadequate.Sigh,whatever.

we resented toa cah soh, but love Pon N Zi.

i'll play a saxophone for you.Every night in my dreams,i see you,i feel you.Near or far wheresoever you are.Let me touch you one time,love is when i love you.Suddenly you're mine and suddenly you're not. For Godnessxcxcx sake.

What I want is what I've got



Boy you made my stomach pain,mushroom head cried.

Tomorrow is youth day.But stupid poly do not supply us with holiday on youth day.Ridiculous!

From this time onwards,i got a feeling that life is going to start sucking a whole lot again.July,projects after projects.Character Develop's presentations.More advance Engineering math topics.Digital Electronics wouldn't spare me much either,logic gates.SUCKA

I was clearing up my study table and i guess it does looked better&neater.

Life get so boring when you arrived home alone.Especially it's fucking no good to see parents heading back home so late.All you did was to wait there in silence and when they're back,the only place you feel like is going back to your room.Living in that same house,sleeping on that same bed plus the same environment you faced,its not rare that people do tend to get tired of it.Of course more often we take these things that we're born to have for 100% granted.

Home sweet home always has its meaning.

SONG OF THE DAY - I don't wanna fight

A school of redemption

Can you feel how much I've cursed?
Oh please please please don't leave me
I chuckled upon hearing you whispering into my ears..
"I don't love you"

Went to Nanyang Poly (NYP) today with njh and Eden, a place where is so good?Wrong,its perfection.'Size don't really matter' .This was what i was thinking when i was there.No!I guessed Eden have the same thinking too

Some photos in the lecture hall(=

School of Business & Management,that's the place we aimed for.Guess those who had been in SP should've known better why we choose to go Business school.We did some daring things,we sneaked into their lectures.And we saw one girl who look like Natsuyaki Miyabi.Oh my god! Hey!Miyabi okay!

The lecturer was teaching them some sort of economics'graphs.Well,still can change school next semester do I?Joking =)

Headed to Bugis Junction and watch Transformer aka "Improved power ranger".But its nice,4.5/5 rating its a must.

My eyes are going Shift 6754321 now.I missed the sound of cascading h20 at the NYP.

Goodnight Fujitsu

Seeing Red


Choices i no longer deserve
Through my head,I'm thinking
What to go through
To get over to you
Digital Electronics(DE) test was okayy too.Started to slack since i know dumb sp's mst1 only worth 5%.Massive poly but hollow in the inside,loving classmates became the only reason/motivation to go to far far away Dover.I rather go to NYP,where pretty girls are all around .Tomorrow is engineering math,hope it turns out to be an easy and not-so demanding one(=

Just had supper with jing and jamess,ate and talked for awhile.James talking about DOTA again,never mind that's him.Jing talked about it also,so i am there eating that tom yan ban mian.The inexorable rise in love for dota in them is too much for me to take it. YUCKS

okayy turning in soon and lets chat in our dreams.Ya,i meant our.

I would hold your hands,both of them

*Tell me if you want a star from this very big sky

Okay,finally i had the first exam in Singapore most lack-of-pretty females poly,Singapore poly.Today P triple E was seriously easy.I'm sure all 02 mates will do well.It is 11.44pm now and there's digital electronics(DE) exam tomorrow,but,however,on the other hand i am so not into the mood because the rain gave me an atmosphere where i got the chance to count sheeps jumping over fences.
I told myself theres nothing left for me to do now except for this,that and those.A part of me is dieing for you,never stop before.November is coming,meaning 365days is nearing,you're still the you for me.The one who never fail to make me brave and smile.You made me superiron ♥

The heart soon remember what it forgets


Hey peeps I'm not been blogging about 3weeks? So do i get a red-star award for that? Nope right? So stop complaining and tagged me for being lazy.Awww,i changed miyavi-sama's great song to this Cantonese one,its not so suitable for my miyavi-skinned blog but you peeps can only get use to it or? Hack me?

Hi junwen,so what your heart remember?
Why do you seems so lonely now?You spoilt brat, always forgets the old things when something new came right through your spec and get deep into your eyes.Was playing conquer online guild war,fighting alone in war turns my smile up-side-down.Where do all those who're with me gone to?Of course they're still with me,but just not in the best software we enjoyed.

Names which i would like to remember when I'm fighting in game by my own. (=

Oh my oh my
I sense that I'm growing up
What do i gain from it?
More stress,more responsibilities,more comments and unhealthy sights from peoples at the very thin layer of the society

Junn,why are you so cool on sat? Because you slack at home and do 0% revision for MST1.
Made mum a little worry and lots of angry.
But you spoke a little too soft for dear mummy to hear it
"I'm sorry,i do care of course"

I seems to sleep at an average 5am since last Wednesday.Watched lots of movies,cartoons,animes from the website that yijing gave me.Dexter's Lab,the one which spiced up my childhood && ed,edd,eddie.Made me think of binghan & baojiean,we made the threesome gang in primary school.
Okay,i just said 'goodnight and sleep well' to Jo on msn.She must be sleeping with her hell lots of Winnie the pooh now.
My cousin for sure is a pretty bomb =)

FOURSOME

correction, correction & correction
correction, correction & correction

I wrote our name a thousand times in heart
I still stood there,right beside that door
We stand 400m away
But looking at the same moon
I'm so sick of nowadays
Lets get it refresh and start this real again

I missed basketball with peeps and man talks today which was a booo & feeling quite down.Walking alone in the middle of the night is funnnn & sorted things out. Chatted with Elaine and chael in msn blah blah, ahh Elaine was soo cute but not chael.

F*, i am not so right nowadays! Little things pumped great impact on me, but no more for sure. Affairs of the heart, it's best that you look deep within & solve it myself, all they can do is offer a listening ear ♥ .
There's no harm questioning myself,but i still found no answer within.Forgetting needs time,giving up need courage.Am i really gospel on giving up?

Relax and have a Kit Kat,Rz's words really do made my sad day happy =)

I once told myself that i can't be honest to this blog but at least this post is a 100%.

It's Obscene


Never did i love it so much
A place where all the love and sexy things are found
Spend 2thousand and you're there
Step on the ground and feel the sea
All you heard was ''konichiwa

I am home alone for today, and i never felt so good. I was playing c-s when my classmates were trying to irritate me by inviting all people into the conversations.And while i was killing terrorists but ended up getting myself killed,they were chatting about girls from s.p.How left out can i be?

If having female classmates is wrong,then i rather don't be right..forever.